Total Pageviews

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Update

I'm at 134.4-weighed myself at 5 pm, when I woke up, so it might be a bit off- :) I'm really proud, considering I've been stuck in the 140's for a whole year almost. It was so easy to lose the weight in the 140's, I'd get off track and then for the next week I'd be determined, lose a pound per day, be close to the 130's, then fuck up and repeat the cycle. In about four pounds though I'm gonna see the 120's and when that day comes.. I will literally cry. You have to be 120 to be in partnering, so if I see that I'm even in the 120's.. I will tell my mom I'm getting a tattoo for my 16th. She can't hold me back, she knows how long I've been struggling with my weight. And that tattoo will look amazing. I have 11 months to get to 115 (and lower.. depends on where I'm happy at.) I'm so motivated, I want to grab my pointe shoes and dance, burn cals, but I can't find my other gel pad :(

I'll look more later.