i just.. I can't do this anymore. i'm on the edge of breaking, shattering, to the point of no return. i'm willing myself to die and I want to tonight, I wish it worked like that. what would they say? what would they do? i'm breaking
he meant nothing. all those memories, all those wasted nights and wasted tears over a span of 6 months meant NOTHING to him. they're all I thnk about and now i can't even think without i cna't i just.. i can't even... maybe he'd love a skinny girl. i know he does. i can be her. i will, if it means winning him. i can change i want and need him, why would he do this to me and break my heart for the thousandth time.. i need to talk to someone i need to do something why can't i just move on. does he want to hurt me? he'.. ican't i don't
