angry rant

angry as fuck. damn. I just.. ugh. I'm not even on my period. I need to starve back to not having it. ugh. but seriously. everyone pisses me the fuck off, it's just really proved who I can trust. which is no one. no. fucking. one. you can try to act like you actually understand and care, but no one does. not her, not him, no one. if you actually did care, you wouldn't do the shit that pisses me off. you always say you care. you always try to. but deep down? you're a low life. a selfish fucking bitch. I'm closing myself off, permanently. if I hang out with someone, it will be meaningless. so meaningless to the point of them not wanting to be with me. I just want to get drunk and stoned off my ass, I want to party. none of this "relationship" shit, friendship or more. it's all fake. no "love". that's fucking fiction. no friends, no love, nothing but party and not feeling my fucking face. fuck you and your fake ass. you wouldn't care if I died. no one would. don't lie.