:)

Really good weekend so far. I'm at 148, we just got the elliptical up and running, and I'm gonna start a liquid fast from now until hopefully Tuesday, or whenever. It just depends on if my parents want to eat a dinner together or not, since I don't have school till Wednesday. And on Friday is when I'm suppose to hit my 145 goal weight, which I'm feeling pretty good about. <3 Looking through thinspo, already defeated the urge to binge while in the kitchen getting some water earlier, and to my surprise, it was really easy. I gotta good feeling about today, hopefully no one asks me to spend the night.. especially A.. I mean, I love her to death but we always fucking eat every .5 seconds. And she doesn't even realize how many calories and fat and jfieorfrefk. And I found out today that she's gained like, ten pounds since about two months ago. Pay back's a bitch, you make me feel like a fat cow and now who's the fat cow :D... well, still me, but soon I won't be. In fact, pants that I wore in 6th grade are starting to fit me now, not comfortably, but hey, atleast they'll button.

Our ballet is coming up soon, and I know I couldn't stand to see me ruin yet another costume because of my fatness ever again.

See you later, lovelies. <3