eh.

I have been out of it lately. I really need to get a treadmill, though I prefer the elliptical. Sorry for not posting much lately, very traumatic time right now. Trying to get things under control. I weighed in as 150.2, I was SOOO mad. I finally got out of the 150's, and I'm right back again. Well.. I've been eating more. Stupid emotional eating. Today at lunch I ate a banana, two rolls and three pineapple chunks.. I don't even want to know how much. They were just school rolls, and I'm still working on my carbs. So let's say somewhere in between 100 and 200. Then I came home and I didn't binge for once, but after today I think I need to eat a little after school so I avoid binging at dinner like I kind of did today. I take it for granted that three Oreo cookies are 160 calories. I had two. And an apple. 106 (oreo)+ 53 (apple) + 200 (lunch)= 359. Eww.. on the bright side, I had dance tonight. Tummy rumbled :D

Auditions on Saturday went well. I did okay. hopefully I make it into company and get a good part in Giselle, our next spring ballet.

At lunch I sat with my friend Aprille, Cheyenne, Kourtnie and Meg. I look over and I see Kourtnie doesn't have any lunch. I ask her why and she says that she doesn't eat here and that the food is terrible. At first I was really insanely jealous. I have to sit here and eat, I can't even pretend to eat, and she sits there with no food in front of her, not eating. Then she got up and got a bag of chips from our snack bar.. but she didn't open it. I envy her. A lot. I'm gonna see if I can stay home with a stomach ache tomorrow, stomach ache meaning I can't eat. Hopefully.

I'll get my head back into it soon, and then I'll fast. Night ladies, thanks for all the support. :) <3